With an open mind and an open heart there is a lot to be gained from this experience. The whole process is medicine and medicine is not always pleasant to take. Truly facing the parts of yourself that need to be healed isn’t easy but Shaman wants you to get it. I was aware that I’m creating my own reality conceptually but this needed to be hammered in so that I can stop feeling like a victim of my environment and circumstances and start emitting my own frequency. At the airport for my flight back home I was looking around at all the people and a child started screaming and crying and I felt myself sinking back into victim mode, thinking about how much I dislike people and being here. Then as I was standing there with everything I had just gone through fresh in my mind, I said I am sending all of these people around me love and I imagined that vibration emanating from my heart center in waves. In that instant the child stopped crying and I felt relief. The task now is to remember the lessons and do the work and don’t stop.